Although we wanted to kill ourselves, we were unable to: Our generation made the most original and useful choice during the COVID-19 pandemic.

Abstract

A theme study of the high level of sadness in the closed society during the Covid-19 situation
shows the issues and difficulties that young people had to deal with. They talked about how hard it
was to stay alive during lockdown while their new dreams were being ruined. When they realise
that none of the things they do to deal with stress are working, their bad dreams make them feel
powerless, sad, and even suicide. After giving it a lot of thought, some people chose not to kill
themselves and went back to their normal lives. Because of the short time frame and lack of
interviewees who don't want to talk about these sensitive topics, the qualitative research method is
the best one for this study. Through a case study, the real reasons why the respondents were
thinking about suicide are being tried to be found. The KII (Key Informant Interview) method was
used to find out how the parents felt about their child's suicidal thoughts using the snowball method
of non-probability sampling. This piece looks at the main reason why young people made the truly
unique and useful choice that "We Decided We Would Commit Suicide." We couldn't, though.
Also, it talks about the emergency reactions for breaking their suicide choice during the corona
time.